I only joined the Mormon Church a little over a year ago, and have to come to realize that I've been lying to myself about what I believe. I'm trying to go inactive, but since I've been falling back a bit, I'm getting all sorts of texts and calls about responsibilities
'm still called as a ward missionary) and the missionaries wanting to meet with me. I just wanted to go inactive so I didn't have to resign, since I have many friends in the church, including the elders who baptized me. Now I'm thinking maybe I should resign?